Loving A-ha

I think all the time and most of the time, I overthink. But never until now I have contemplated to this point in my life where I cross path with a-ha and their music. So this blog post is what it's all about. I feel like this is a lot more personal than previous ones, so please bear with me if you want to.

Here goes...

All my life, I rarely feel lucky when it comes to my own fate. Lost love, failed attempts, disappointments, saying goodbye forever to my beloved family members, and lots of others. So many events resulting in broken hearts.

But somehow, out of those experiences in my life, I feel like there's finally one thing going right. Loving a-ha. It feels like me trying to grasp my own life and live it the way I've always desired it to be. That one event of me discovering them has led on to so many happy moments and realizing that it's made me stronger, more positive towards life. Could it be opening more doors that lead to how I want my life to be?

Life works in a mysterious way, so what would be the experience or learning that I will gained from loving them? I wonder about this. I don't believe in coincidence so it has to have meaning. I'm happy that I know those 3 wonderful men but at the same time, will I be learning negative experiences in the future? It's always changing and life doesn't stay the same, whether I like it or not.

I want to love them indefinitely, but who am I to say things will stay the same in 5 years from now? That thought frightens me. A-ha is a good thing in my life and I want it to stay that way.

I don't know if this post makes sense, but I'm ending this post with a sincere hope for the best of my future. I want... need.. more experiences like I did with a-ha. After all, life is short and I want to live it the fullest.

Until next time.